Not Easy Number 1
It is 3.50AM and i am BUSY with my assignment. Singapore Media Model... why can't I just have the gift of writing? Actually not true. I think I have... the word limit is 1500 words for a 5 questions which worth between 10 marks to 30 marks each. And guess what? Is only part a and b - I reached the 1000th mark. These is really good.
Not Easy Number 2
Telling my dear friends to remember to TRUST in God and because God always provides a way out. When I hit the wall, suddenly I seemed not able to utter words - "TRUST" in God so easily. It is easier to repeat 100 times to my friends about trusting.. when comes to myself.. uttering The Lord's prayer perhaps since more easier than saying "TRUST THE Lord"
Not Easy Number 3
Handling 2 modules is a challenge per semester but i think is still manageable. But imagine the shock I had when I was only offered 1 module for next semester. A quick mental calculations shows that I can only graduate in 2009 June. Reason for the only 1 module ? The remaining modules are not available next year. Argued with the staff with SIM and managed to get them to put me in another module. Another problem arised. Taking this module is like committing suicide, I've yet to take the foundation modules. What am I supposed to do with this? Sadly i struggled and take the original module which was offered to me next semester. Struggled too long, I've missed the deadline... *argh* need to call the school tml
Not Easy Number 4
I need to stop blogging and return to my assignment now.
4.01am
Not easy ar!
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Prayer Works
Yesterday around evening, I almost hit the 100 degree stress boiling point again. I wanted very much to break down and cry cos my studies and work were too overwhealming for me. My mind was 100% filled up. It was filling out with so much things in my head. No matter how hard I tried, the moment i closed my eyes, many images of to-do list pop up right before me! That was so scary! Is worst than having a nightmare. Seriously... i thought i was going to faint from stress.
These happen during I was having dinner with my classmate. My friend just rattle on "Did you know .. ? Did you do ... ? Have you ...? What is ...? When is...?"
Thousands of questions poured out infront of me. I told her blankly. No i have no idea these things need to be done.
I open up my laptop and checked my school email - more of these appear "Please do.... Please report.... Please register.... Please take note.... Please....."
As if I was not feeling stressful enough, I went to check my work email.... Hoping i can get some peace from my work. Nope! I open up my email.. I saw these "Have you... Can you.... Please kindly... What is.... ???????????
I stare at my the laptop screen. What on earth was i doing? My head began to pound very hard. It was so painful... then my friend asked me, "Hey.. eat dinner lar.. don't check already"...
Immediately, I cried. I mean i cried in my heart ... I quietly eat my dinner while my friend still rattle on. Suddenly I wish I was alone.
With a tired heart, during the whole dinner I didn't really pay attention to what my friend was saying. I was in my own world. I started to wonder loud, how come I got so much things on hand. I was feeling stressful and very stretched. I needed a break. but how when? Then suddenly my friend asked me,
"Katherine, that a nice wallpaper... what Anew?" I looked at her blankly before i replied "oh ! Anew is an event in my church. Is praise and worship mini concert kind of thing. Then i designed this logo for our church t-shirt. " "Nice... use photoshop?" "Yup"
~ Ok the thing is... when i saw the design i did - the words "transformation and living sarcrifice" came to me. .. The 2 words are suddenly like light bulb just shine infront of me overpowering the rest of things around it. I realized i need to be transformed and renewed by God. I was too caught up in my own world of business. I didn't spend time with God.
In my own world again, I started to chat with God... really literally chatting in my heart. I was like a dual core processor - listening in and out of my friend (not really listening seriously) and talking to God.
The Holy spirit just keep rattling 2 words FOCUS GOD in my head.
After awhile, my mind begin to clear.. blood pressure go down also.. not so high as before.
I clicked on to my digital Post it notes on my desktop. On the first to-do thing of my priority list?
"Pray to God"
Shall do this everything i hit boiling point again. Amen
These happen during I was having dinner with my classmate. My friend just rattle on "Did you know .. ? Did you do ... ? Have you ...? What is ...? When is...?"
Thousands of questions poured out infront of me. I told her blankly. No i have no idea these things need to be done.
I open up my laptop and checked my school email - more of these appear "Please do.... Please report.... Please register.... Please take note.... Please....."
As if I was not feeling stressful enough, I went to check my work email.... Hoping i can get some peace from my work. Nope! I open up my email.. I saw these "Have you... Can you.... Please kindly... What is.... ???????????
I stare at my the laptop screen. What on earth was i doing? My head began to pound very hard. It was so painful... then my friend asked me, "Hey.. eat dinner lar.. don't check already"...
Immediately, I cried. I mean i cried in my heart ... I quietly eat my dinner while my friend still rattle on. Suddenly I wish I was alone.
With a tired heart, during the whole dinner I didn't really pay attention to what my friend was saying. I was in my own world. I started to wonder loud, how come I got so much things on hand. I was feeling stressful and very stretched. I needed a break. but how when? Then suddenly my friend asked me,
"Katherine, that a nice wallpaper... what Anew?" I looked at her blankly before i replied "oh ! Anew is an event in my church. Is praise and worship mini concert kind of thing. Then i designed this logo for our church t-shirt. " "Nice... use photoshop?" "Yup"
~ Ok the thing is... when i saw the design i did - the words "transformation and living sarcrifice" came to me. .. The 2 words are suddenly like light bulb just shine infront of me overpowering the rest of things around it. I realized i need to be transformed and renewed by God. I was too caught up in my own world of business. I didn't spend time with God.
In my own world again, I started to chat with God... really literally chatting in my heart. I was like a dual core processor - listening in and out of my friend (not really listening seriously) and talking to God.
The Holy spirit just keep rattling 2 words FOCUS GOD in my head.
After awhile, my mind begin to clear.. blood pressure go down also.. not so high as before.
I clicked on to my digital Post it notes on my desktop. On the first to-do thing of my priority list?
"Pray to God"
Shall do this everything i hit boiling point again. Amen
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
*squeak* I won a prize
11 Sep 2006
Congrats!!!!! You are our lucky winner in the CLEO Readership Survey 2006. You have won for yourself a Bigen Silk Touch Hair Color, worth $12.90
Yeah yeah =) I won! *squeak in delight!*
Congrats!!!!! You are our lucky winner in the CLEO Readership Survey 2006. You have won for yourself a Bigen Silk Touch Hair Color, worth $12.90
Yeah yeah =) I won! *squeak in delight!*
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Say NO
one lesson learnt from my work and also the case between a "money coy" and a "computer coy"
No more sg projects for me.. no more.. never never never touch them.. even they worth millions.. cos they expect you to give them a gazillion worth in value of the project in return!
Say NO to sg projects.
No more sg projects for me.. no more.. never never never touch them.. even they worth millions.. cos they expect you to give them a gazillion worth in value of the project in return!
Say NO to sg projects.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
AntiNike
After the intense, fun, reseach on my media com essay... I shall ....
ban all Nike products .... no more purchasing of The swoosher... I support...BlackSpot Sneakers!
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